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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Blah

I'm feeling pretty blah today. Shane left for a business trip and that means I'm automatically a little more stressed. I hate that his leaving makes me feel a little insecure. I'm a little off balance, a little less confident, and a little bit crazy about having all the doors locked.
Do you ever get an opportunity and you get so psyched and maybe it's not quite what you thought? Or maybe the anticipation is greater than the actual "thing". I thought that I had a chance to be really creative and to share that with others and really it hasn't quite turned out to be what I thought. And the way it is going to be- isn't necessarily a bad thing, just a little bit of a let down to me only. I'm purposefully being cryptic by the way. I'm not sure who reads this and I don't want anyone to wonder about me. I guess I just feel a little bit useless as to what I am going to be doing.
I'm also in a foul mood because Reece came home today with a bite mark on his arm (no one in nursery said thing about it to me) and in three hours, no one changed his diaper. Normally I don't get ticked, but he's got his first nasty diaper rash and it makes me mad now that it is a little bit worse from no one changing him. Avery had two accidents in two hours and I am wondering if there was anyone paying attention to my children today.
Okay, I'm done whining. I'll go clean something and feel better.

3 comments:

Julie said...

I'm so sorry you are having a rough day! That is very "uncool" of the nursery staff with Avery and Reece. But sometimes, that happens with good kids. They are overlooked, while the misbehavors are always noticed! So, maybe take that as a compliment- you have good children! What better compliment can a great mom get!?

A Knitter's Journey said...
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A Knitter's Journey said...

I'm with Jules--excellent encouragement from her! Love her bunches! And love you bunches too!